He Got Through It, So Can You

This post is about my friend Tyler and his story of being bullied. I found Ty on twitter and realized we share a similar story. Our stories similar but still different. Reading his story and getting to know Ty alittle better helped me realize we both are doing the same thing and trying to end Bullying. Here's his story.

Hello everyone. My name is Tyler. I'm a 16 year old kid going through the same cycle that most teens go through. School, sports, and playing guitar/singing takes up most my time. But that's not what I'm here to talk about. I'm here to talk about how I am where I am today to give you hope. It all started about 2 years ago. I went to school, had friends, but a lot of people didn't like me. Specifically how I dressed. I was a prep. I did my hair, wore button ups and a tight pair of jeans. I was called gay, and a faggot and everything but the thing is.. Is I liked girls! Always have. I just dressed to impress;). It seems like no matter what I did or what I wore I would have people attack me. As time moved on I started dating some girls. And I don't know about you but when I enter a relationship I pour everything I am into and always try my hardest to keep her happy. I went through some pretty rough break ups and began to be depressed. I wasn't good enough. I would tell myself every day. Why am I even here!? I stopped doing activities I loved and I walked away From my friends. No matter what I did I couldn't get over the break ups because I cared so much. So girls are a huge part of me and always will be. Time moved on and in Freshman and sophomore year I began to really become religious. My beliefs in God push me through every day to be the best person I can be. I started posting my beliefs on Facebook and got verbally attacked pretty bad. Kids would friend me just to write how horrible of a person I was for being a Christian. I was told to kill myself and pretty much just pushed to the very edge. Before anything got really bad. I went to seek help. I told one of my teachers I could trust most who then told counselors who then worked with me to become the kid I used to be. It took a ton of effort and a lot of pain but I got through it. Yes I'm sad once in awhile but I'm mostly happy. I created this account on August 18th, 2012 to help anyone struggling with any problem. I know how hard it can be but with the right support you can make it through. I'm here for you. Ill help you every step of the way become who you want to be. Embrace your individuality. I don't care if you're black, white, hispanic, gay, lesbian, tall, short, fat, thin, loud, annoying, or don't have many friends. I'm here for you. You deserve a life like the rest. #StayStrong and we can #StopBullying

His story is inspiring! And I have seen his story help so many others! Yes, one person can start a movement! He has made his twitter to help others and I have made this blog to do the same! We are never alone and I would never want anyone to think they were ever alone and I don't think Tyler would want that either! Being able to work with Tyler is incredible! He's the sweetest person ever! I love working with him on this post! Having someone with a similar story as me is amazing! They understand you so much and know where you are coming from. I think that's why Tyler and I get along haha. When I read his story I felt connected in a someway. I felt as if I needed to talk to him and I did. Just knowing that we are both trying to do the same thing is amazing! There are so many Tyler Warriors out there writing Tyler Warriors on their wrists and it's amazing. Seeing how many Warriors there are out there is incredible! I love seeing the Tyler Warriors being one big family and helping each other out! It's a beautiful thing and I hope I see more of it!

As y'all know I've been talking to Tyler and I asked him acouple questions:

1. Sam: What is the inspiration behind your account?
Ty: I want to help as many people as I can through the grace and love of God.

2. Sam: Thats beautiful! What is the feeling you get when you have helped someone stop cutting or stopped them from talking their life?
Ty: I feel like I'm actually giving people hope even through its just on a computer screen. I feel a sense of pride for sure.

3. Sam: I can see your making a difference. How does it feel knowing the Tyler Warriors all have each others backs?
Ty: Awesome! I give mad props to the person that came up with the name and we have about 300 people with that written on their wrists! And 7 twitter accounts called #TylersWarriors supported by them.

4. Sam: Wow that's incredible! I am a Tyler Warrior myself yeah know haha. If you could change the past and take away the bullying you went through, would you?
Ty: Actually, I wouldn't . It taught me many life lessons and if I wasn't ever bullied I wouldn't have made this account. It shows how much God can have an impact on our lives.

5. Sam: That's what I always thought after I was bullied. What are you thankful for through this journey you have taken?
Ty: I'm thankful for all the positivity it has created and the kind feedback I get daily!

6. Sam: Thats so sweet!!! Would you like to work with me again in the near future?
Ty: Yes! Forsure! You are amazing :)

Well Awwwww thank you so much! Your amazing as well Tyler. Looking forward to working with you again in the near future! :)

"I want to help as many people as I can through the grace and love of God" - Tyler.

I was bullied for what I wore as well as you all have read in past posts. But we were both able to get through it! Know that you are not alone and that there are people out there who share similar stories like Tyler and myself. Both of us want to stop bullying. We both want to help others get through what we have gone through. I am glad I have become friends with Tyler. And hopefully we can do another post together in the near future. So please, know that you do matter! People do love and care about you! You were put on this earth and given this life for a reason. You deserve to live this life! If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me or Tyler or both. I'll put his twitter in the Contact Me page. #StayStrong #StopBullying #HelpEndBullying #TylersWarriors and my #TheFighters stay strong :)

Be Yourself!

This is pretty much connected to my bullying post and the you are beautiful post but it's different in its own way. Hope you enjoy.

You know what I really hate? When I see people walking the halls being someone they are not. I hate that! It really annoys me and gets on my nerves that people need to pretend to be something they are not just because they want to "fit in". Makes me sick to my stomach to see that! What is wrong with the real you that you have to change yourself to please others? I'll tell you wants wrong... NOTHINGGGGGGGG! There is NOTHING wrong with the real you! The only thing wrong is that you are trying to be something your not! Ugh horrible! Makes me sick! Bleh!!

Why are you changing yourself to please others? Like no! Just stop no! Be yourself! Gosh! Like seriously no one should tell you to change or make you change into someone you are not! They are most likely trying to make you into a mini them! Ew! No one likes clones! Bleh! {Twins do not count as clones because they have different personalities and may look alike but they are actually different just saying}. Like seriously why would you want another you? {don't link this anyway to twins!} Wouldn't that get annoying?! I think it would be so annoying to have another EXACT me! Gosh I would punch my clone in the face because I would be so annoyed with myself! Like why would you want to be someone else? How is that not uncomfortable! Dressing in a way that's not you, c'mon you have to be uncomfortable! Like c'mon you can't be happy being someone else!

When I was bullied in seventh grade I did change myself so they would stop bullying me. I became someone I was not and I totally {wow haven't said totally since I was telling my mom what someone said on Saved By The Bell that was funny} lost who the real me was. When I moved before my freshmen year of high school, I stopped pretending to be someone I'm not. I had to try and find the real me because I literally didn't know who I was anymore. It took so long to find myself, the true me again. I'm still trying to find the missing pieces. I look back on those years and ask myself "What the **** was I doing and thinking?!" I don't know who that person was, thats my face, that's my voice but that personality and look is not me. I am so upset that I let bullies lead to me changing myself. I seriously am glad that that's the past and now I am being myself. I honestly lost so many friends by trying to be someone I'm not. It was horrible! I still can't believe I did that. I realize now that I should not let people get to me. I am glad I am my own unique self {well that's what my mom says I am lol jk} I honestly missed my real self! I was not happy being someone I'm not! I was bottling everything up and it changed me! And I hated it! That's why I needed to be myself again!

I don't think you should change for anyone but yourself! If you feel like you need a change in your life and get out of the rut your in. Then go get a haircut, go to a spa, go buy yourself some new clothes that you've been wanting for awhile (Don't break the bank though). Just don't change who you are don't change your whole look into something dramatic and not you. You don't need to do that! Your beautiful and wonderful already why do you need to change? I'm confused on why you are changing. It does not make sense to me. Being yourself is the best thing ever! You feel proud of yourself and happy that you are not doing what everyone else is doing or being. If fluffy boots are in style right now, wear them when they are not in style {Fluffy boots will never be out of style they are too amazing to go out of style}. Be yourself! Show people you are not afraid to be yourself! Show them you are proud to be yourself! It's the best thing ever trust me!

Now I'm very lazy and all but trying to be someone else has to be A LOT OF WORK! Actually it is! {No wonder I was tired everyday when I was trying to be someone else}. Why would you want to waste all your energy trying to change yourself when you can easily be yourself and still have time to catch the new glee episode or greys anatomy episode or whatever your favorite show is. Don't waste your energy and money on trying to be someone else when it's just making you unhappy. It makes no sense honestly.

If you are getting bullied because you are being yourself, then that bully is jealous that you are proud to be yourself and they are not! I bet that bully is a whole different person at home! Bullies put on an act! Don't let the bullies pull you off the stage with a hook! Steal the show! Do what makes you happy! Let the bullies fall on their behinds while you get a standing ovation! {ya see what I did there, keeping the whole theater theme going there. No? Oh ok}. Trust me the bullies will get what they deserve! Just don't let them get to you and change you! Don't let what happened to me (for example) happen to you. It's not worth it! Be yourself and you will be happier and get farther in life then pretending to be something your not. It's not worth it.

You don't understand how beautiful, talented, wonderful, and smart your true self is! Your true self is so much better than the clone your trying to be. There is a reason we are all different! We were NOT put on this earth to be a clone! Save it for the movies! No one likes a copycat! Bleh! You, the real you, is the person I would want to be friends with. Not someone who is trying to "fit in". The real you is an incredible person!

Don't pretend to someone else because when you are dating someone, they want to get to know the real you. Maybe who you are pretending to be is someone's perfect match but it's not YOUR perfect match! Let that person get to know the REAL you! Oh oh don't EVER change for a guy ladies and don't EVER change for a girl gentlemen! If they are trying to change you, it's obvious they don't like the real you. And if they don't like the real you, their loss because they real you is wonderful! And they are too stuck up to see that! You are someone's other half, it's easier to find them when your yourself. So BE YOURSELF!

Bottom line is no one likes a clone or copycat! Your just hurting yourself when you change yourself! There is no one you should be but yourself! Trust me just be yourself it's better then a annoying clone of someone else. You are beautiful just the way you are! Listen to Bruno Mars when he sings that! And don't forget: BE YOURSELF, EVERYONE ELSE IS TAKEN! ;)

Rumors

Oh rumors how life would be much better if you didn't exist. Oh rumors how I hate you!

I hate rumors so much! They are stupid, immature, and just down right rude! Like do you get enjoyment out of destroying someone's life? What is wrong with you! Stop starting drama! NO ONE WANTS DRAMA! Gosh! Like spreading rumors is like playing the telephone game {You know that game that you played in like elementary school where you whisper a sentence in someones ear and they pass it around the circle and the sentence changed when it got back to the first person}. You start with something that is probably true and someone overhears a part of it then tells someone it and adds their own part to it making it completely not true. Like NO! We are not in elementary school playing the telephone game! If you like the game so much, GO BACK TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!

Ok now why do people like to gossip? Like seriously it's none of your business! If it doesn't involve you, STAY OUT OF IT! If it does NOT concern you if Sally's boyfriend cheated on her with her sister. (just an example.) IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! Who do you think you are talking about something that DOES NOT CONCERN YOU! Seriously! Just mind your own business! It's not that hard! If it's a challenge for you, I can tell you where you can buy some nice earplugs.

Do you not know how much it hurts when someone's personal information is spread around school? If it was you I bet you wouldn't be laughing now would you! If you wouldn't want it to happen to you, don't make it happen to others! I mean really, why would you do something like that? What makes you think that is ok? Like really!

Rumors have been around for a long time. Probably since time began! Rumors, people making others believe things that are not true just to ruin someone else for personal gain! Rumors, people knocking others down so they can climb above them! Rumors, ruining someone's life just to have a laugh! THOSE DAMN RUMORS! You can't destroy them. They will always be around! You can only stop them from starting! If you don't want rumors to be spread and you need to talk about something personal to your friend, DO NOT DO IT IN THE HALLWAYS OR THE BATHROOMS! Do it in your own home! And if something gets spread about you that is not true, IGNORE IT! You know it's not true! WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU! That's their problem! Don't let it bother you!!!!! Don't let it get to you!!!! If you let it get to you, people will actually think its real! And if someone comes up to you and asks if you really did such and such, be like "I don't know what your talking about. That's so not true. That's not me." say it calmly. Don't be yelling, yelling makes it worse. Just know that whatever is spread about you, know that you know it's not true and its not going to get to you. Know that!

I hear rumors all the time about other people and I hate it! If its my friend I'm like "where did you hear that? Why are you telling me?" it gets me disgusted! I'll go to my friend and be like "so and so came up to me and told me this. I know it's not true I just want you to know that." They tell me it's not true and I just tell them to tell me if they have a problem. I don't let people mess with people close to me! I AM NOT letting the people close to me go through what I went through! I am not afraid to stand up for myself ANYMORE! And I am not afraid to stand up for my friends either!

Do not let rumors overcome you! Don't let rumors stand in your way! Climb above the rumors and just live your life the way YOU want to live it! Don't let something stupid like rumors get in the way of your happiness and living your life! Don't let it control you like a puppet on strings! Break the strings and control your own life! It is no ones business what is going on in your life! And if you say that to someone, they are going to think your being (excuse my language) bitchie which your not. Your telling the truth which people mistake as being bitchie (excuse my language again). It really is no ones business so don't think your being mean by saying that. It's mean if you say it in a mean way, if you say it in a nice way then it won't come off mean or bitchie (again excuse my language).

Let me tell you something. You know celebrities go through this too! They are human too! They go through this too! I've seen rumors be spread about celebs and how rumors effect their lives and loved ones. And it's harder for them to set things straight. And I'm just reading all this on like twitter and tumblr etc. and I'm sitting there like "how do they know it's true? Where is the interview of them saying this? Where's the proof of them saying that?" I won't think it's true until I hear that person say it themselves! And you should too! {I'm not telling you what to do, I'm just putting that out there.} You shouldn't believe anything someone says about someone else until you hear it from the person it's about. It's as simple as that! And I feel bad for celebs because nothing is private for them and there's rumors 24/7 about them that they can't control. It's horrible! I would never want to be in their shoes!

Bottom line of my rambling important post. Don't let rumors destroy you and consume your whole life! Climb over them, don't believe them, DONT SPREAD THEM! Just live your life! Don't let anything stop you from be happy and living your life! :)

You Are Beautiful!

Ok so I've been seeing a lot of this on like twitter and on tumblr and on instagram "I'm such a potato" "I'm so ugly I'm sorry if I break your computer screens" and much more so this needed to be said and done.

I am so tired of girls saying "I'm so ugly" "I'm such a potato" "No guy asks me out because I'm so ugly". It makes me so sick to read this! Honestly, I DO NOT understand what the hell {underline 500 times} they are talking about! YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL! Like seriously, why are you so hard on yourself?! I mean c'mon! STOP BEING SO HARD ON YOURSELF! KNOCK IT OFF! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

Now, the girls in magazines are people YOU SHOULD NOT BE JEALOUS OF! And celebrities, YOU SHOULD NOT BE JEALOUS OF THEM! They have to try and be perfect ALL THE TIME! And if they aren't people pick and pick at them and call them horrible things! The models in magazines get airbrushed ALL THE TIME! Do you think they are happy? Do you think they like to be skinny as a twig and can see their bones? NO! They wish they could eat whatever they want! Now, now a days they aren't twigs and they eat more but still. I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM! I could never handle the pressure of trying to be perfect all the time. It would make me sick of myself! Like seriously, DO NOT BE JEALOUS OF THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE PROBABLY JEALOUS OF YOU!

People that call themselves potatoes, YAY FOR BEING A POTATO! A potato is an AWESOME vegetable! They have such an amazing curve to them! I don't know about you but potatoes are my favorite vegetable! POTATOES ARE AWESOME! And if you call yourself a potato, YOU ARE AWESOME AND YOU SHOULD EMBRACE IT! EMBRACE YOUR AWESOMENESS!

Let me tell you something, guys DO NOT like twigs! They like girls with some meat on their bones!

I have asked some of my guy friends of they like very skinny girls or girls with curves and this is what they said:

"I like curves because it shows off their womanly bodies and that's sexy."

"Curves! Defiantly! I don't like girls that are very skinny, I don't like to see bone."

"Curves absolutely! I like to be able to hug a girl as tight as I can and not be worried in going to break them in half."

You see!! They don't like extremely skinny girls! They love girls with curves! Be proud of your curves! EMBRACE YOUR AMAZING CURVES! Be happy with your body! Don't hide it because you feel like your not skinny enough! I HATE HEARING FROM GIRLS "I'm not skinny enough for them." Well honey, if a guy says that to you, HE IS GOING TO GROW UP TO BE BALD, JOBLESS, AND STILL LIVING WITH HIS MOTHER! So DO NOT EVER let anyone tell you that you are not skinny enough! Because IT IS A LIE MY FRIEND! You DO NOT I repeat DO NOT need to be skinny to be beautiful! CURVES ARE BEAUTIFUL AS EVER!

When I think of someone that is beautiful, I think of someone with a great personality who is confident with themselves and who doesn't let anything stand in the way of living their lives. To me, that is a beautiful person! Not the way they look, not the way they dress, not how much make up they wear. IF YOU ARE CONFIDENT WITH YOURSELF AND YOU ARE NOT AFRAID TO BE YOU, YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON!

Listen to me, everyone in the world is beautiful! To me, I don't look at someone and point out their flaws because their flaws are what makes them unique and special which is a beautiful thing! I point out the beauty in people! And your flaws, are not called flaws unless you keep calling them that. Flaws are amazing things! They show you how different you are from everyone else. It shows how you are yourself and are not a copy of someone else! It shows that you are not perfect and that you don't care! NO ONE IN THE WORLD IS PERFECT! Models? NOT PERFECT! Celebrities? NOT PERFECT! NOBODY IS PERFECT! And if you say you are perfect, YOU NEED TO CHECK YOURSELF MY FRIEND! We make mistakes! EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES! Don't let that stop you from doing or believing anything! Pick yourself back up and learn from the mistakes so they never happen again!

YOU ARE NOT UGLY! I don't even know why that word exists! The word ugly should be EXTINCT! I don't know why people call themselves ugly! It doesn't make any sense to me at all! I don't understand why people lie to themselves everyday by calling themselves ugly. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF AND START TELLING YOURSELF THE TRUTH! Start telling yourself the truth, start telling yourself that you are beautiful because hat is THE TRUTH!

Oh and STOP CALLING PEOPLE UGLY! That is so not cool! CHECK YOURSELF! Seriously, you need to! Like c'mon! You don't understand how much your words could hurt someone! You are putting people down and then hey start to believe the lies you have stuck in their heads! ENOUGH WITH YOUR LIES! GO WASH YOUR MOUTH OUT WITH SOAP!

And when you feel like you are not good enough for that guy you really really really like, think to yourself, of they don't like you for you, they are not the one for you. Don't change yourself to impress someone who won't except you for you, because if they can't love you for you, you shouldn't waste your time on them.

Now remember, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Be a BEAUTIFUL CURVY POTATO! I'd rather be a potato than a toothpick. EMBRACE YOUR FLAWS! Love them! Love yourself and others will too.

Stop Bullying

This is a subject that hits me deep down and it means more than anything and it needs to be stopped. I am a victim of being bullied and I am finally standing up and saying what is on my mind.

Bullying as been going on for a extremely long time and is still happening now. It should have been stopped a long time ago but it wasn't. Many people all around the world have been bullied. It needs to stop! It hurts people so much! Just one little comment about someone is wrong!

People have taken their lives over bullies! Because of bullies many people have had to suffer and couldn't take it anymore and took their own lives to escape from it! Imagine how he families feel! The families have to go through the pain and suffering of losing their child! Having to deal with losing a loved one over bullying is heartbreaking! Some people actually go into depression over it! I don't know how someone could live with themselves knowing that they are one of the reasons someone took their lives! Knowing that the family is suffering and in pain over your STUPID untrue words and your horrible actions that took their loved ones away! How can you live with yourself knowing that?!

When someone is bullied, you don't know what they are going to do! People cut themselves because of the cruel words and actions bullies do! You don't know how much your words can hurt someone! You DO NOT know their story! You DO NOT know what goes on in their house! If you make a comment about how poorly dressed someone is at school all the time, it hurts them! What if that person doesn't have the money to buy new clothes! What if that person does not have a lot of nice things at home because they can't afford it. YOU DO NOT KNOW THEIR STORY! If you are comment on how much or how little someone eats, IT HURTS THEM! What if they having a eating disorder! What if they don't eat a lot is because they gave up their foot for their younger sibling because they can't afford to be fed everyday! YOU DO NOT KNOW THEIR STORY! Even if you do know their story DO NOT bully them about it!

You are a bully if:

1. You make fun of someone because of what they wear
2. You make fun of people because they don't eat or eat a lot
3. You make fun of how someone looks
4. You make fun of how someone talks
5. You intentionally humiliate someone for trying to be themselves
6. You make fun of someone because they stand out
7. You taunt someone for standing up for themselves
8. You make fun of how much they weigh
9. You call someone ugly all the time (or at all)
10. You physically hurt them for no reason or for a stupid untrue reason
11. You make fun of someone for having an incredible talent
12. You make fun of someone because they get better grades than you
13. You spread untrue rumors about someone
14. You push someone around
15. You try and crush their dreams
16. You call them horrible names
17. You make fun of someone for being gay.

This is just some of the things bullies do. There is so much more but it's too much to list.

Look at some celebrities that were bullied as a child or teenager. Look where they are now! They DID NOT let those bullies run their lives!

For example Demi Lovato. SHE DID NOT LET THEM RUN HER LIFE! She is living her dream because these bullies who think they were so tough are watching Demi Lovato live her dream and live a happy successful life because they gave her the strength to go on with her life! These bullies must feel extremely stupid now! Demi Lovato went through a eating disorder and cut herself because of all the bullying! She did what she had to do to help herself and go to rehab. She went to get some help. She overcome all the bullying and all by GETTING HELP!

Let me tell you something, asking for help or going to get help DOES NOT show weakness! It shows that you are strong enough and care about your well being so much that you want help! It is NOT bad to ask for help! You can't go through life trying to do everything yourself! Especially something as serious as this! If you feel like you are a danger to yourself GO AND GET HELP! Do it for yourself! Do it do you can live a happier and healthier life!

Another example Taylor Swift. She was bullied in high school because the popular kids didn't think she was pretty enough or cool enough to hang out with. And she lived country music and people would make fun of her for loving country music. SHE DID NOT LET THEM CONTROL HER LIFE! Look where she is now! She uses her music to express her feelings and tell her story! She used all this bullying to fuel her! It build her up and made her strong, it made her pretty much Fearless. And she let go of the past!

Now this example is not a celebrity YET! Jillian Jensen. Does the name ring a bell? Auditioned for the X Factor this season. Told her story on how she was bullied. How they would make fun of her music and play it back to her. Make fun of the incredible talent she has! She did not let them control her! She got up on that stage and proved to the bullies that they did not break her! She showed them wrong! She showed everyone she is strong and confident and DOES NOT CARE about what people said about her anymore! Her dream was becoming a reality on that day! She inspired me! She showed me that I shouldn't let them get to me and to STAY STRONG! She is an inspiration to now hundreds or thousands of people! Including me.

I have recently talked to a girl named Jennifer on twitter. She told me her story. And I would like to share it with you: "everything started in elementary school I had been called ugly, fat, giraffe, monster, voledamort, all these names. Now that I am in High School, I got a little bit fatter and obviously everyone noticed it in my class everyone start calling me fat. And at the beginning I was like whatever you know? But with time everything got worst, I can't anymore with this... everything I say is like uh shut up! or that makes no sense. Everything! I am causing vomiting to myself because I really want to be skinny and pretty again. Its hard but yeah." Jennifer is 17 years old. And she is still getting bullied. She is so beautiful! I don't know why people are doing this to her! There is no reason for her or anyone to be bullied!

Here's my story: I had a friend who would bully me, put me down, call me stupid and not pretty and make me feel insecure about everything! After awhile I started to believe it and I didn't know who I was anymore. Now this is all in 7th grade. And my best friend was being bullied by her too! In my math class, I was very insecure about my weight because people made me insecure because I was very skinny and boney and they thought I never ate and thought I had an eating disorder. Which I don't. I just have a fast metabolism. So I would wear this jacket all the time. And hey started making fun of me for that too! They keep saying to me "why do you always wear that jacket? Don't you ever clean it! What are you trying to hide?" I literally went home everyday and cried. Seventh grade was the worst year of my life. In eighth grade, I started to stand up for myself and becoming more confident but this so called "friend" kept putting me and my best friend down. After I moved to a different town, I was no longer friends with her and I felt so much better! I felt more confident and less insecure. Where I live now, I was able to find myself again. My true self came out and I felt so much better! And every step I took, I took it with my best friend Francine. She helped me through everything! And I helped her through a lot too. We stayed together and never left each other! We became stronger and more independent and are able to be ourselves! I now am expressing my feelings through writing. The bullies made me stronger. They actually made me stronger than I could ever imagine! A lot of people inspired me and helped me realize that I shouldn't care what people thinking about me! These people are Francine, Demi, Taylor, and now Jillian.

Bullying needs to be stopped! We shouldn't let it happen and go as far as someone taking their own life! If you know someone or are someone who is being bullied, DO NOT KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! Tell someone you trust! You ARE NOT a snitch if you tell someone! If it involves someone's well being or your well being, TELL SOMEONE! If you feel like you are a danger to yourself and feel like hurting yourself, PLEASE ASK FOR HELP! DO NOT GO THROUGH SOMETHING LIKE THIS ALONE! If you feel like you are alone, talk to someone because YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Do NOT take your life or hurt yourself because of someone's STUPID WORDS AND ACTIONS! Don't listen to them! THEY DO MOT CONTROL YOU! You are the one who controls what goes on in your life! DO NOT LET THEM CRUSH YOUR DREAMS! Live your dream! Don't let them tell you it's stupid and you will never amount to anything because THAT IS A LIE MY FRIEND! If you want to be a singer, BE A SINGER! If you want to be a astronaut, BE A ASTRONAUT! Fly to the moon! Do what you love to do! DO NOT LET ANYONE GET IN THE WAY OF IT! Be yourself! Be your BEAUTIFUL SELF! THE ONLY PERSON YOU SHOULD CARE WHAT THEY THINK OF YOU IS YOURSELF!! You should only care about what you think of you!

Together we can end bullying! One step, One person at a time. Together we can make a change! You are not alone! Remember that!

#StayStrong #StopBullying #yosoynocare follow Jillian on twitter @itsJillJensen (credit to Jillian and Demi on the hashtags)

If you have a story to share, please contact me via email. Or if you need to talk to someone contact me. Leave comments and let me know what you think because I want to help end bullying.

Thank You

I would like to say thank you to all my readers for reading my blog. You don't understand how much this means to me to actually have readers. As a writer to be, this means so much to know that people are actually reading my opinions and advice. I feel like when I add my life to the posts, it helps people relate to them and not feel alone. When I started this blog, I never thought I would have so many readers. I am just very grateful that all of you read my blog.

Thank you so much for reading my blog and I hope you enjoy all the posts to come in the future.
Peace and Love
xxSAS

Judging People

This is very important to talk about. I am very passionate about this topic since I've been judged my whole life and I think its time for me to say something. And I have a lot to say about this topic {you have been warned}.

First off, WE HAVE ALL {underline 500 times} JUDGED PEOPLE! And don't lie, you know you have! And if you say "I don't judge people" or "I have never judged someone", YOU ARE LYING MY FRIEND! Even if you didn't/don't realize that your doing it. Don't kick yourself for doing it because everyone in the world has done it. I have, I'm not proud of it, but I have.

Now I'm not saying judging is okay since everyone has done it because it's NOT! It's not right to judge someone. And I know everyone says that and let me tell you, it's hard not to judge someone because you sometimes don't realized you did it and then you realize what you just did and it hits you straight in the face like a bug on a windshield. {If you understood any of that sorry if that sentence was a bit confusing} And you think to yourself "why did I just do that? I shouldn't have done that" if you are thinking that, than you know you shouldn't have done that and you try and correct yourself and tell that person your sorry for judging them.

Here are some things people are judged on:
1. How you look
2. What clothes you wear
3. How much money you have or don't have
4. How you talk
5. How smart you are in school
6. Your laugh
7. What you read
8. How tall or short you are
9. The color of your hair
10. How many boyfriends/girlfriends you've had
11. How you act around people

That is just some things people are judged on. There are much more but I don't want to list them all.

The most common thing you are judged on is how you dress. If you don't have the latest trends or you don't wear different things every week, people just judge you. I hate to see people being judged about this, about ANYTHING!
{You know when your in the halls and you see this little group of people whispering and looking at you and when you look, they look away, yeah, they are being jerks and judging you! Now don't get paranoid. No need for that.} 
I was judged on what I wear. {If you didn't read my post about My View On Models, you won't know that I was bullied for wearing the same sweatshirt everyday.} Like yes I did wear the same sweatshirt everyday, there's this thing called a WASHING MACHINE that you know WASHES YOUR CLOTHES! I don't know if you heard of it! {not directed at you, it's what I was thinking when they were bullying me but I was too afraid to say anything}
If you are getting judged on what you wear, let me give you these words of wisdom, WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK! They are judging you because YOU ARE STANDING OUT BY BEING YOU! And you know what, BEING YOU AND STANDING OUT IS THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO! Be original! Don't blend in! That's boring! Stand out! Show them you don't care what they think because you are happy! DO NOT LET THEM PUT YOU DOWN AND MAKE YOU FEEL INSECURE ABOUT NOTHING! If you are happy with your clothes, with YOUR OWN STYLE, then don't allow them to get to you! They are jealous that you can be yourself and be confident and not give in to peer pressure!

I hate hate hate hate hate!!!!!! how people judge people on how they look. Like "omg that girl is so ugly" or "omg look at her hair it looks like she hasn't washed it in a year" or "omg look how fat she looks in that outfit, ugh it's so gross!" First of all, WHO GIVES A RATS ASS WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU! It's what YOU THINK OF YOU that's important! First off, EVERY ONE OF YOU IS BEAUTIFUL! I don't give a **** what you say, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE! Do not let anyone tell you you are not beautiful because THEY ARE LYING TO YOU!

Ok now, here's the thing, when you judge someone, they start to feel like they don't belong, like they are an outsider. Which is horrible! No one likes to be judged, so here's a question everyone thinks about "Why do people judge others?" and here's the answer: ITS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HELP YOURSELF BUT JUDGE SOMEONE THAT IS DIFFERENT! If you don't even know the person, you judge them. Like WTF is that?! You don't know them, you don't know what goes on in their house, in their life. You don't know their story! So before you judge someone, GET TO KNOW THEM! And if you don't want to get to know them, then DON'T JUDGE THEM and walk away. Keep your mouth SHUT and walk away.

Seriously, when I walk into a store or a restaurant or ANYWHERE! I get stared at and I just like ask the person I'm with if there is something in my teeth or if there is something written on my forehead saying "LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME" because it's creepy and it makes me feel insecure. See, this is a problem I have, but I am overcoming this problem and I am not as insecure as I use to be. And I want to be able to help people that have this problem because I want people to know, they are not alone and there are people who care.

So bottom line, don't judge people you don't know; if you don't know their story don't bleepin judge them! It's easy all you have to do is keep your mouth shut, think what you want, but know if you say something, you might be adding to this persons insecurities and think to yourself, what if that was me? Think about it.

Now I have a challenge for you:
I want you to go through a day without judging people. Compliment someone. Think to yourself: Wow that person is so confident with themselves, wow. And be happy that they are confident in themselves to be themselves! And if you can do it for one day, you can do it everyday. Nothing is impossible! Be a better you and try and make people feel as confident as you can be too.

Sending Hate Is ******* Wrong!

Ok I think this is very important! There has been a lot of hate being sent and being hated lately and I'm getting sick of it so I thought it was time I said something about it!

Now don't ever say "Oh I never send hate to anyone in my life!" because that is a huge lie! Everyone has sent hate or hated on someone once in their life so don't try and deny it because you know you have! I've hated on someone before, I have, I hated on this girl because she got the guy I really liked and I started hating on her just because of that. She didn't do anything but like someone! And she turns out to be the sweetest person ever and now we are very close. So you see, {people tell me I'm the sweetest person} even I have hated on someone. But I don't hate on anyone anymore because it's wrong and I realized how stupid I was being!

Now here's the main reason why people hate or send hate to people: IT'S BECAUSE THEY ARE JEALOUS YOU HAVE SOMETHING THEY DON'T! And it's the truth so don't deny it! You hate because you are jealous of them! And don't say you don't get jealous, because, EVERYONE GETS JEALOUS ONCE IN AWHILE! But the way people handle their jealousy is so immature! Like why are you sending hate to people? They did nothing to you!

Oh oh I have a GREAT example of people hating on others:

One directions girlfriends!
Do not, DO NOT tell me you are not jealous of them because we all are! But that's no reason to send them hate! Like calling Louis and Eleanor's relationship fake or Danielles great career was because of Liam or Perrie and Zayn's relationship is fake or calling them ugly or calling Eleanor a beard! Like what the hell is a beard?! The last time I checked, a beard was something men grow on their face, not a person! They have feelings too! Oh and telling them to go kill themselves? WTF IS THAT ALL ABOUT! DO NOT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVEEEEEEEERRRRRR TELL SOMEONE TO GO KILL THEMSELVES OR TO DIE!!!!! That is so horrible, immature, disrespectful, rude, messed up, wrong, mean, need I go on? Like seriously, do you know how stupid you sound when you say that to someone?! I get it, you love the boys a lot but THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SEND HATE TO THE PEOPLE THEY LOVE AND HOLD DEAR TO THEIR HEARTS! THAT'S NOT GOING TO GET YOU NOTICED OR LOVED BY THE BOYS! So STOP!

Here's another example:

One Directions friends and family:
I saw all this hate going to their families and friends and even ex girlfriends! Like WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! That's their family! You have no right to send them any hate! I saw hate on Instagram telling Lottie (Louis's sister) to go die or to kill herself or telling her she's ugly. WHERE YOU DROPPED ON YOUR HEAD AS A CHILD OR ARE YOU JUST THAT STUPID! Lottie is beautiful and doesn't deserve hate for just being Louis's sister! Like ENOUGH! Oh and their friends. JUST BECAUSE THEY GET TO HANG OUT WITH THE BOYS AND YOU DON'T, DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO HATE ON THEM! That's so immature! GROW UP! They have feeling too ya know! They are human beings too ya know! You call yourself a fan when your sending hate to their families, friends and girlfriends, and exs? NO YOUR NOT FANS (or directioners) YOU ARE NOT CONSIDERED A FAN IF YOUR SENDING HATE TO PEOPLE WHO MEAN ALOT TO THEM!

Oh and another example:

Justin Bieber and Selena Gomaz:
YEAH I WENT THERE! Beliebers, YOU KNOW YOU SENT HATE TO SELENA WHEN THEY STARTED DATING AND YOU KNOW IT! That is so immature, like I don't know how many times I can say how immature sending hate is! Selena was getting death threats! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! What? Your going to send hate to her just because she's dating someone SHE LOVES! And someone you can't! ENOUGH! You call yourself fans (or Beliebers)? If your sending hate, YOU ARE NOT A FAN! Like, GROW UP! No one deserves hate!

Oh here's a HUGE example:

Directioners and Beliebers:
Yes yes I AM GOING TO ADDRESS THIS! I see Beliebers sending hate to directioners about how they are annoying, how their fandom sucks, how they should go die. And I've seen directioners sending hate to Beliebers saying they are bitches, they are annoying and rude, their fandom is so mean. Look at these two fandoms for a second, this is what I see:
1. Two fandoms that love and support their idols
2. Two fandoms that would do anything to meet their idols
3. Two fandoms that know their idols love them very much
4. Two fandoms that doesn't let anyone disrespect or be mean to their idols

Look, your not that different from each other. The thing that gets me the most is that, they don't mind their own fandoms business. THERE PROBABLY WOULDN'T BE HATE IF EACH FANDOM WOULD MIND THEIR OWN DAMN FANDOMS BUSINESS! Like seriously, these two fandoms are here to support their idols NOT HATE ON EACH OTHER! I see Beliebers sending hate to One Direction and how much they hate One Direction. YOU DON'T NEED TO LIKE ONE DIRECTION BUT AT LEAST RESPECT THEM! Like with the VMAs, they kept saying the voting was rigged because One Direction were winning. Like no, they won fair and square. They worked hard to be where they are today just like Justin Bieber. I know that your speaking your opinion but you don't need to send it to them! They have feelings too! Same goes for directioners! You may not like Justin Bieber but that does not give you the right to send hate to him! He worked hard to get to where he is today! YOU DON'T NEED TO LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER BUT AT LEAST RESECT HIM! And enough with all the hate fandoms, LET'S END THIS WORLD WAR III!!

Listen, sending hate or telling someone to die is not right. You don't know their story, you don't know what is going on in their lives, what happens if they actually do hurt themselves or they take their lives from getting hate? Is it going to come to someone taking their life to stop all this hate?! It should NEVER come to that! No one deserves to get hate or even be bullied. Words hurt! THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK OR WRITE! USE THIS THING CALLED YOUR BRAIN! Because your words might be the last thing someone hears or reads before they take their life. If you know someone is getting hate or being bullied, don't just sit there and watch, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! You might be the one to save someone life. I know when I see someone getting hate for having a opinion or having something someone else doesn't, I say something because I don't like to see that! And it happens a lot online because no one knows who anyone is and people hide behind their computer screens, iPads, and iPhones. If you have the balls to say that behind a computer screen, iPad or iPhone, than YOU BETTER HAVE THE BALLS TO SAY IT TO MY FACE THAN YOU CAN SEE WHAT HAPPENS! Like seriously, I honestly don't care what people say about me anymore. People helped me! My best friend helped me through bad times and people talking behind my back, my family helped me and you know what, TAYLOR SWIFT HELPED ME! She helped me by telling her stories in her songs. Don't ever feel like you can't do anything to help someone or do something to stop hate on someone or yourself because YOU CAN STOP IT! And if you feel along, talk to someone, talk to your close friends, talk to your parents, talk to a teacher you trust, talk to your guidance counselor. Get someone to help you if you need help! Don't go through it alone because YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!

So ENOUGH WITH ALL THIS HATE!
Here are the things you are not when you send hate:
1. Cool
2. Popular (at that point)
3. Funny
4. A good person
5. Mature
6. Smart
7. Right in the head

The things you are when you send hate:
1. A jerk
2. Immature
3. Hurtful
4. Stupid
5. Disrespectful
6. Mean
7. All the curse words ever made

So here's my advice to people sending hate to innocent people: ENOUGH! YOU ARE BEING SO IMMATURE! ACT YOUR AGE, GROW UP! YOU ARE NOT BEING SMART OR RESPECTFUL! C'mon! LEARN SOME MANNERS! YOU DON'T NEED TO LIKE THE PERSON! AT LEAST RESPECT THEM! YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO SEND HATE TO SOMEONE WHO DID NOTHING TO YOU! OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER! OR IF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE PERSON! ENOUGH! I DON'T THINK YOU WOULD WANT SOMEONE TREATING YOU THAT WAY SO DON'T TREAT THEM THAT WAY! TREAT SOMEONE THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED! AND IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY, DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!

I hope this is an eye opener for everyone and anyone who reads this. Please tell me what you think, and if you are going to send me hate for telling the truth, go ahead, I love a good laugh :)

First Day Of School (Advice, short story, and eye openers)

This day has come [sadly] where did summer go!

Does everyone feel like summer goes faster then the school year? It should be the other way around where the school year goes by fast and summer goes on like Phineas and Ferb's summer! Am I right?

Ok so I felt that this post was very important. Even though some of you probably already started school, your first day of school has already past and I think that deserves a CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!! Because you made it through the first day of school alive! So I take my hat off to you my friend.

But to those of you have are starting school tomorrow like myself [sadly] I would like to share some short little stories of my first day of high school.

Now if you are going to be a freshman here is some advice for you:

1. Don't be late! You don't want to start the school year off with a bad start because pretty much the teachers will think you are one of those kids who are late all the time and you don't want that.
2. Make sure you find a good route to all your classes. A good route would be the fastest without running because you know teachers "NO RUNNING IN THE HALLS" and if you do run... BOOM you probably have detention.
3. Don't listen to seniors unless you know them and you know they won't mess with you. Seniors like to mess with freshman sometimes so if your lost, ask a teacher they would be more than happy to help you.
4. Don't be a suck up to your teachers. You don't want to be labeled as the Teachers Pet. Be nice to the teacher, get on their good side, don't cause trouble and you'll have a good year with that teacher.

Now I know for freshman that High School looks pretty scary. Its not. You don't get stuffed in lockers, you don't get your head dunked in the toilet. That doesn't happen anymore. Nothing really to worry about. Just go to school, go to class, and go home. And stick with your friends.

High school does change people and sometimes you find out things about people you never before. And I know you are saying this right now "I'm not going to let high school change me or High school is not going to change me." You are wrong my friend. High school changes everyone. The meanest people in middle school won't be the meanest people in high school because they find out there are people worse then them and they become a little bit nicer. But not always. High School will change you without even realizing it. And thats ok, don't worry. Sometimes change is a good thing. BUT!!!!!! If you start to be mean to your friends and start making friends with the wrong people, something is wrong there and YOU NEED TO CHECK YOURSELF! Your personality shouldn't be the thing thats changing!!! If you don't even know who you are anymore, then THERES A PROBLEM! Don't be a jerk to your friends! You could lose them!

Now I know you have questions about High School. These are probably some of the questions you want answers to, and here are the answers to:

Q: Are all teachers mean?

A: Nope! But there is always that teacher that gets you really mad or scares you a little bit. If you end up with one of those teachers, then, BE A GOOD STUDENT! Don't get on their mean side (and yes they will have a meaner side trust me)

Q: Do teachers give a lot of homework just to torture us?

A: HELL NO! Teachers hate grading homework as much as we hate doing it. They will give you (some nights not all) a lot of homework, but thats just to make sure you understand all the material that you learned in class and they want to make sure you understand so they don't have to explain it the next day.

Q: Do we have a lot of in between classes?

A: It depends on the school, but I know for a fact that there is enough time for you to get to one class to another and MAYBE go to your locker to get your books or binders or whatever, but don't waste time! If its five minutes, it may seem like a lot, but in reality, it isn't. So get to class and try not to be late.

If you have any other questions please don't be shy, comment and I WILL answer your question as best as I can :)

Now heres my little story of my first day of high school:

I was new to the town and I didn't know anyone but one person and she was a sophomore (I met her on the volleyball team) So i didn't understand this weird block scheduling thing so I walked into the wrong classroom filled with upper classman, all staring at me. I was so embarrassed. I walked out and was like OMFG THAT WAS SO EMBARRASSING! And I was late for my next class. Now I make sure where I'm going so that doesn't happen again.

Now I know it was a pretty much a pointless story for you RIGHT NOW, but if I didn't tell the story and that happened to you, then you'll feel like your the only person that had that happen to them. But your not, and you won't feel totally embarrassed knowing more people have done that.

I hope this helps you a bit. If you have any questions, like I said DON'T BE SHY AND COMMENT :) I WILL answer all the questions as best as I can. I hope you have a great first day (by that I mean, GOOD LUCK and YOU WILL NOT DIE [hopefully] {haha} Sorry I'm kidding your not going to die.) And I if you have any funny or embarrassing first day of school stories you would like to share, please share them with me. I would love to read them (they can be anonymous, you don't have to tell me who its about I'll keep it a secret :)

Good Luck and enjoy the High School experience because you only go through high school once (hopefully) 

My View On Make-Up

Ok so more then a month ago I blogged about my view on models in some magazines. Well today I am giving my view on make-up because I think these things should be said.

I don't wear make-up because
1. I hate how I look with make-up on
2. I like the natural look
3. I'm a lazy person

The third one doesn't really help me here I know that but it had to be added for many reasons. Now some people wear make-up to cover up pimples, dark spots, and uneven skin tone. But some girls, well I should say women, some women out there put WAY too much make-up on their face. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT ALL THE GOO ON YOUR FACE! You need to understand, you are all beautiful! I don't care if you think your not beautiful, your not good enough for a guy or whatever! Well guess what! He's not good FOR YOU if he can't except you for who you are without the goo on your face! You are all beautiful! You don't need to cover up your natural beauty with a pound of make-up on your face. NO! And all of you who think they are potatoes, HURRAY! Because potatoes are AWESOME! You know why, peel off the skin (make-up) off of them, you get a beautiful vegetable! So take the potato as an example and STOP USING IT TO SAY YOUR FAT BECAUSE YOUR NOT! Guys don't like girls who wear so much make-up that when they touch her face, the make-up comes off their face and onto their hands! Thats a total turn off! A little bit of make-up to cover up break outs or uneven skin tones then yes wear A LITTLE BIT! But don't gob it on! And maybe the reason why you are breaking out is because of make-up! Ever think of that? If you want to see if its that, instead of going to a doctor and having to pay for medicine to put on your face try this. For a weekend, try not wearing make-up until Monday. On Sunday night, look in the mirror and see if its clearing up. If it is, you found the reason why you are breaking out. TAKE IT EASY ON THE MAKE-UP! Trust me, you'll be more happy with yourself when you take it easy on the make-up. You might think you look weird without all make-up on your face, but thats because you've seen yourself without SO MUCH MAKE-UP that YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE TRUE YOU LOOKS LIKE! So take a look at yourself, what do you see? YOU SEE YOUR TRUE BEAUTIFUL SELF! Guys like the natural look! Trust me!  YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT ALL THE GOO ON YOUR FACE SO ENOUGH WITH THE MAKE-UP! ITS COVERING UP YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE!

Now I have a challenge for you to take:
I challenge you to go to work/school with just some lipgloss on and a little bit of make up, a natural look to be exact. Nothing more on your face! Show the world your beautiful natural face! See peoples reaction! Their going to be staring at your beauty! And then tell me how it felt it let your natural beauty out to breathe. I would love to hear :)

My View On Models In Some Magazines

Now to start off, I respect all models in magazines, I am not bashing them or anything I am giving my view on something I think should change about some things in magazines about models. No offenses to any models who read this, I respect you a lot. That is all.

-Sometimes I hate looking in magazines because the models are so thin and it doesn't even look good, like they look like they don't eat. I honestly want to give them something to eat because they look so sickly and pale. I feel really bad for them. To be honest, its not attractive to be pale and a toothpick with globs of make up on your face. I'm sorry but its not right. No one should be like that. They should be able to eat something and go out in the sun and say, "too much make up". I honestly feel so bad for them. GIRLS DO LOOK GOOD WITH CURVES!!  And the people that run the magazines and the models should show that more in magazines. Girls and women should be proud to have curves! GIRLS AND WOMEN, BE HAPPY TO HAVE CURVES! BE PROUD TO HAVE THEM! DONT HIDE THEM! SHOW THEM OFF! BE PROUD! There is no reason for anyone to say girls with curves are not attractive! Because they are! And guys like girls with curves. Guys don't want toothpicks who don't eat. They like girls/women with curves that aren't afraid to say "I HAVE CURVES AND ARE PROUD OF THEM!" Everyone women out there should feel happy with their bodies. No one should starve themselves to the bone just to look like the models in the magazines. Like NO! STOP RIGHT THERE! That isn't healthy. You can still be skinny with curves and eat whatever you want. Be proud to be who you are and what you look like because thats who you are and you should be proud to be who you are. And don't listen to what people say because they don't know your body, YOU DO! The only person that knows your body is YOU! Everyone who gets bullied because of how they look, are no different from the bullies, they go home and look at these sickly pale girls in magazines and say "I wish I looked like her, maybe I would stop being bullied" But you know what. The models are probably saying the same thing about you! What people say these days are horrible! I don't listen to gossip, I don't start gossip. I don't even what to hear other people gossip. I know what your all think right now "What does this young teenage girl know about any of this." Well, I am skinny and pale but not sickly looking. I have curves because I take care of my body by eating what I want, and working it off with exercise. I have a lot of friends who go through this feeling every day of their lives because they feel they aren't attractive. Well, they are! I don't care what other people think of me, they think I'm saying all these things because I would never understand what its like to be bullied, well I was bullied for the most stupidest thing in the world in seventh grade. I was bullied for wearing the same sweatshirt every day. Well, back then, i was insecure about my body thats why I wore a sweatshirt, I felt I was too skinny, so I hide it. And pulse I was also cold. But seriously, seventh grade was the worst year of my life and after that, I felt different about my body, I felt like my insecurities were gone and that I needed to change things about this. I never let those bullies bully me ever again. After that, I felt my voice needed to be heard. So heres my voice. And I hope this helps all the girls and women out there bring out their voices.

I hope this makes a difference in someones life. My views on this, came right from my heart. Please don't be insecure about your weight or how you look. Your beautiful just the way you are and DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU ANY DIFFERENT!

Sorry

Im so sorry I haven't been on that much. I've been busy with stuff and can't post as much as I want to. I'm sorry. Please be patient with me. I'm going to try and post as much as I can. Love you guys.

Peace and Love
xxSAS

Leave comments

Please leave comments. I want to know what you think :) and if you have any questions, just ask :)

Peace and Love
xxSAS

Organizing

Well right now I'm going to try and organize my poems all into one thing for a portfolio so it's all organized for one day may e I'll make it into a poetry book. You heard it hear first.

Peace and Love
xxSAS

No posting today? What?

Sorry I haven't posted all day. Today was like a lazy day for me. I really didn't leave my bed. I had breakfast in my bed, I watched tv in my bed, I played on my iPad in my bed. But then I wanted to do my hair for some strange reason so I was sitting in the hallway on my iPad and on my dads laptop playing music then did laundry and then sat in my bed on my iPad and watched tv. My day was not exciting and I really got nothing done. But I REGRET NOTHING!! YOLO!!

Peace and Love
xxSAS

Today...

Well today was not how I planned. Oh wait I don't plan anything. The best part of the day was probably when my friends made a surprise visit at my house. I was happy to see them. I have to get out of my house more often before I become part of my couch or my bed. If I had an iPhone and had wifi where ever I went, I would be out all the time. But sadly I don't have a iPhone which is sad..

Ok well my random post today was pointless..

Stay tuned for more updates, imagines, and One Direction

Pace And Love
xxSAS

Writer

So I'm a writer. Well at least I hope to be one day. It is my dream to have my own book read by millions of people. I want to be able to change lives as well. When I become a writer, I want to be able to help others that have a rough time living their lives because they are stuck in a hospital bed, or are just in need of someones help. I want to be able to change the world in a way that can help not only the United States bout around the world. Right now, I am working on a book, I have been working on it for quite some time now and it is like my baby and I dont et anyone read it not until it's perfect. My inspiration for my books are my own life experiences with a twist of my imagination. Any questions you have for me about it or about my book, Leave your comments below and I will try and post some answers.

Peace and Love
xxSAS

My motto

My motto means more than anything to me. It may just be a motto, but it means more to me than just a saying. After losing my grandpa when I was 5, my two grandmas in the same year one in Janurary and one in December, my uncle losing his dog, my aunt losing my dogs sister to bone cancer, losing my Great aunt Sheryl, losing my great aunt Helen, and then losing my best friend in the world my dog Lucky, this saying is more than a saying.

"Love never dies, not even at death."- Samantha Anne

This is my saying, you may use it but don't take credit for it.

Peace and Love
xxSAS

My idol

Enough about all this, let's get to know my life. My idol is Taylor Swift. Her songs got me through a lot of things, including breakups. Her song You Belong With Me is one of my favorite songs and so is Love Story. My other favorites are Haunted, Better Then Revnge, etc I can't choose my favorite songs by her because they are all my favorite. She is my idol and I hope to meet her one day. She has helped me with my life by just being herself, and her music just made me feel happy at the end of the day.

Stay tuned for more updates and well you know, more about me soon.

Peace and Love
xxSAS

Blogging

I am going to blog every day. So stay tuned in on updates and let me know if you like my blog or if I should add anything else about myself on it. I will answer questions by posting the question and answer in a post. I hope you like my blog.

Peace and Love
xxSAS

This is my life, I live it my way, and no one else's. If you don't like me, that's fine, if you don't like my opinion, that's fine, if you start hating on me, thats not fine. I don't care if you like me or not, just respect me. That's all I'm asking ok? This blog is for me, to show you who I am and who I want to me. Don't judge me.

Peace and love
xxSAS